Hi everyone, anxious to announce that I’ve got a consultation for top surgery! Please feel free to share around! Any support is appreciated! 🖤 Much love, Johnny 🖤 |
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It’s actually kind of insane how much my perception of my own femininity and masculinity has changed after being on T for so long. People have started to tell me that they never woulda guessed I was trans or that they didn’t figure it out until I mention being on T. It’s nice to have reached this certain level of desired masculinity but now I’m uncomfortable with not being seen as a cross dresser. If I’m not confusing then the whole thing is pointless to me. Part of me is sad to get top surgery because for me having my chest is a symbol of gender non conformity in a pretty extreme way. And I don’t necessarily hate my chest. But at the end of the day the chest still deprives me of a certain kind of freedom that I need in order to further pursue even more radical forms of body modification and expression. I am excited to get top surgery this winter, but I was not expecting it to be such an immediate need so quickly. It kind of fell out of the sky. |
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